Title....hmm...no title...

That`s right I really don't want to have title....
Yesterday  My oldest daughter and I went to town...We had to take the books to the library and print out a couple of things on the computer...then to get two cinder blocks...and then on to Walmart...that is where the memory fades somewhat...She was getting something somewhere in the store, waiting for the clerk to help her and I went on and checked out ...and thought hey now I can go on home and since no one is with me....then a few minutes later it dawned on me ...that My oldest was with me...on the way on to the car I kept telling myself that the oldest was with me...I put groceries in the car and the put cart away...all of this time I was thinking I needed to go get in the car and then just go home ...while saying to myself that my oldest was with me....
Then on the way home...about a few miles out of town( yes we live out of town)...In my mind I was like Where have I been ,what did I get at the store...

I thought I would just post this...

thyroid..memory..

Well I am back up on the level I was at on my thyroid med...finally my doctor sent me a message about upping the dosage.....

now lets see ...memory...what can I say about this...hmmm, my memory....
the other day I did forget how to get to my moms house....I stated out loud where to turn though....it was for a brief seconds I didn't know how to get there...
Then today ...I was getting my pic ( trying to get pics for every flower/plant in garden)...I didn't remember what pics I needed from my camera.....
During memorial day I didn't know how to get to a graveyard in which I had been before but it has been a while since I was there....

Well enough for now ....

Thyroid test...

Well it is time again for the labs to be done....different doctor ....added more tests ....Tsh is 3.11...hmmm back to being hypo....still waiting for the other ones to come in

on another note....still having memory issues....the other day I was out in the garden...and looked in our driveway and didn't know who the cars belong to....I have been having angry issues...this morning after taking the youngest to summer school ...I was like where am I...how do I get home....maybe if I follow this road it will come back to me....and it did...I am so glad it did....


now to go with my morning....and day...busy day....

Anger..

Anger , What can I say about it....hmmmm
I get angry sometimes, I really don't know why ....I am just angry...I cant explain it...today is was angry...don't know why...I want to break every dish in the house....( I didn't though, but I wanted to)...I have read on sites that this is normal...I don't want this to be normal...I am a good person...I don't hardly get mad at anything
I just get angry...I don't know why...I cant explain why...I am just angry...
I hate when I feel this way.....This is not me...I am not a cranky sorta of person....I am a nice person...nice to all living things...but when these periods of anger happen....I feel like i am not me