fishing today

We went fishing today...I felt like I needed it...a break from everyday...On the way I hoped I still remember how to fish...I grew up fishing...loved it actually...I remember how to bait my hook ,remember how to throw the line in....We first tried one spot..... We had to step off a embankment to get to the bank which was muddy. I felt like I was going to fall of maybe it was fear of falling....I didn't fall...not much luck at that spot so
We did walk a little to try another spot in which they wasn't biting that good today...I was slow toward the end walking back to the truck...
then we tried another spot and I caught one....I was afraid of falling there as well....I had locked my purse and camera in the truck...when I got home I got my camera and purse and took it inside...I checked the fish over and fried them along with some tators....then after supper walked my garden( love to walk my garden, have tempted to walk it at night , sometimes I feel the need to walk or wander)...anyways...I told my hubby I need to get my purse and camera out of the truck...He said you already took it in the house...
I still don't remember taking in the house...I still feel like I need to go get my purse and camera out of the truck.......The joys of not remembering things...the joys of telling stories of over and over again...cause I don't really remember telling them ....the joy of this disease...
Have I stated I hate this disease....I do.....well that is enough for now

a few good days...

I am sorry about not posting but have been very busy .....two graduates, one from college and one from 8th grade...besides trying to do garden work as well somewhere in between there
I have had a few issues like forgetting where I parked the car, forgetting what I planted where...
I try and think of things and picture them in my mind I cant see them at all like I used to.I have noticed that sometimes I repeat words as well..
I have met a few people and do not remember their names. My legs still do their thing almost every day to some extent, I mean they go down somewhat....I have noticed that when I hang on to something ( like a grocery cart) for the most part they don't do so bad....or maybe that is me thinking they don't . But the other day my left foot didn't want to step right while holding on to the grocery cart...it kinda of stepped baby step and stopped...grr it is hard to explain......
I have been to Silver Dollar city with my 8th grader whew 9th grader should I say...and I was totally lost kept saying 1 and 2...where I parked at...I rode a few rides ...the tea cup one and the ride stopped I knew I shouldn't have rode it...my eyes and head was spinning and I had a headache...
I took my walker out for the first time...it helped me climb those hills ( I don't know if you all have been to SDC but they have on killer hill that is hard to walk up .
needless to say I am glad some other adults came ...my 8th grader loves to ride roller coasters, they rode with her.....and now they know about the spots on my brain....and that sometimes my feet don't want to work....didn't tell them about the dementia thing...they kinda of looked at me at times at least I think they did like she doesn't need that walker...yes I do...need it sometimes....this is the first time of me using it...well enough about it

Well I finally got my neuro pysch appointment after my neuro doctor appoint...

Sometimes when I am out in my garden and I feel scatter brain about where to pull weeds...I start off pulling in one area and then go to a different area and pull or start doing something else entirely like planting....

well that is enough for now

Still waiting....

I am still waiting for the neuropsychologist to call to make an appointment. I started the 25 mcg on sunday morning...I have lost about 4 pounds , then I regained it back....
I have started my shakes at night as well sometimes...only when I lie down to go to bed and only my left arm ...
I started this post back in the end of April....so hmmm what has happen since then...I really don't remember anything specific...except that I have been gardening some and have found my church home...in that I mean where I feel like I am family( home)...that is all I can be specific about ...today while walking out into the garden to see if I have any new blooms ( irises are in bloom and have new ones each day)....I looked at one and ooohhhh how pretty I need to get a pic of that one( I am starting a scrap book of my garden, doctor told me to find interests )....Well I thought it was a new one that had bloomed....then later I realized that I had already taken a pic and seen it bloom yesterday....

another thing happen as well didn't remember it until just now-----My Church had a Fish fry this past weekend and I took mashed potatoes and gravy...while cooking the gravy...I just kept stirring the gravy and stirring and then I would check the potatoes....then go back to check on the gravy....this went on for about 5-10 minutes.....the potatoes were getting tender so I told my oldest to come and stir the gravy....and noticed that I didn't have the fire on under the gravy....

well that is all for now